War. A fight between two enemies and yet there's only one side with me.
Who is fighting with my mind. I have alot of good things in my life, a good job, loving parents, financial stability, good friends and yet I only see the bad things.
Why does my mind want me to be down. What does my mind benefit from me being down??
How do I win a war against myself? Therapy? Drugs? Religion?
Surely I'm in control of my own mind. My own feelings. Me.
Such a happy child aswell.
This world is a cruel place and yet there's so much beauty at times.
I wish I knew how to write things out properly.
I hope blogging helps me understand my feelings. I'm not usually good at telling people my feelings.
Not anymore.
A war I will win one day. War with myself.
Who is fighting with my mind. I have alot of good things in my life, a good job, loving parents, financial stability, good friends and yet I only see the bad things.
Why does my mind want me to be down. What does my mind benefit from me being down??
How do I win a war against myself? Therapy? Drugs? Religion?
Surely I'm in control of my own mind. My own feelings. Me.
Such a happy child aswell.
This world is a cruel place and yet there's so much beauty at times.
I wish I knew how to write things out properly.
I hope blogging helps me understand my feelings. I'm not usually good at telling people my feelings.
Not anymore.
A war I will win one day. War with myself.
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